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"-X-sâ- am-d-¯v- A-Sn-ªp-In-S-ó- B- kp-µ-cn-s¸--In-Sm-hn-s\-¸-än- a-cn-bq-kn-\v- H-cp- hn-Im-c-hpw- tXm-ón-bn-ñ.- Im-c-Ww- A-h-³ A-h-tfm-Sp-Å- A-\p-cm-K-¯mð- a-Xn-a-d-ón-cp-óp-'- (]m-h-§Ä,- hn-ÎÀ- lyq-tKm-)- "-{]-]-ôw- H-cm-fn-te-¡v- Np-cp-§p-I.- H-cmÄ- Cu-iz-c-t\m-fw- h-ep-Xm-Ip-I.- A-Xm-W-\p-cm-Kw-'- F-óv- C-tX- ]p-kv-X-I-¯nð- a-säm-cn-S-¯v- hn-ÎÀ- lyq-tKm- ]-d-bp-óp.- I-hn-bpw- Im-ap-I-\pw- {`m-´-\pw- H-cp-t]m-se-X-só-bm-Wv- F-óv- hn-eyw- tj-Iv-kv--]n-bÀ.- F-ómð- H-cp- a-ªp-Xp-Ån-bnð- \o-em-Im-i-hpw- H-cp- Ip-ªp-]q-hnð- h-k-´-hpw- XoÀ-¡p-ó- t{]-a-sa-ó- Pm-e-hn-Zy- C-ó-s¯- bp-h-a-\-Êp-IÄ-¡v- A-{]m-]y-am-hp-I-bm-tWm-?- {]-W-bn-¡p-ó-hÀ-¡v- am-{X-am-bn- H-cp- Zn-\w-!- {]-W-bn-IÄ-¡v- kz-´-am-b- hm-e-ssâ-³kv- tU-!- Pm-Xn-¡pw- a-X-¯n-\pw- C-Sp-§n-b- a-äv- Nn-´-IÄ-¡p-a-¸p-dw- t{]-aw- F-ó- hn-ip-²-hn-Im-c-s¯- I-sï-¯n-b,-- A-Xn-\m-bn- c-à-km-£n-bm-b- sk-âv- hm-e-ssâ-³ F-ó- hn-ip-²-sâ- t]-cn-ep-Å- Zn-\w.- A-§-t\-bpw- H-cp- Zn-\w- th-tWm-?- D-ð-Ir-ã-am-b- Cu- hn-Im-c-s¯- H-cp- Zn-h-k-t¯-¡v- Np-cp-¡-tWm-?- A-tXm- F-ñm- Zn-h-k-hpw- \mw- Cu- hn-ip-²-\m-bn- k-aÀ-¸n-¡-tWm-?- \-½p-sS- Iy-m-¼-kp-I-fnð-\n-óv- {]-W-bw- ]-Sn-bn-d-§n-¡-gn-ªp-sh-óv- {]-i-kv-X-\m-b- H-cp- I-hn- Cu-bn-sS- A-`n-{]m-b-s¸-«p.- ]p-Xn-b- Ip-«n-IÄ- {]m-tbm-Kn-I-a-Xn-I-fm-bn-¯oÀ-óp-h-t{X.- {]-W-b-¯n-\p-t]m-epw- Imð-¸\n--I-X-bp-sS- tem-e-`m-h-¯n-\-¸p-dw- {]m-tbm-Kn-I-X-bp-sS- D-Zm-ko-\-X-bm-W-t{X.- Iy-m-¼-kp-I-fn-se- {]-W-b-s¯-¡p-dn-¨p-Å- H-cp- sS-en-hn-j-³ ]-cn-]m-Sn- sN-¿m-\m-bn- H-cp- tIm-tf-Pn-se-¯n-b-t¸mÄ- H-cp- an-Sp-¡n- ]-d-ªp.- "-Xn-cn-¨p-In-«m-¯- kv-t\-lw- a-\-Ên-ep-ïm-¡p-ó- hn-§ð- Io-äv-kn-s\-t¸m-se- R-§Ä-¡p-ap-ïv.- F-ómð,-- A-Xn-sâ- t]-cnð- Po-hn-X-Im-ew- ap-gp-h-³ tim-I-Km-\w- ]m-Sn- \-S-¡m-s\m-ópw- R-§-sf- In-«n-ñ.- after all, life has to go on' Cu- k-ao-]-\-s¯-bm-Wv- ]-cp-¡-³ {]m-tbm-Kn-I-X-bm-bn- Nn-eÀ- Xm-gv-¯n-s¡-«p-ó-Xv.- F-ómð-,- \-ã-{]-W-b-s¯- a-dn-I-S-¡m-\p-Å- a-\-Ên-sâ- C-Ñm-i-àn-sb-¡q-Sn-b-tñ- C-Xv- kq-Nn-¸n-¡p-ó-Xv.- H-cp- Im-cyw- XoÀ-¨-bm-Wv.- "-Np-Sp-I-®o-cmð.....-'- F-sóm-ópw- ]m-Sp-ó- Im-ap-I-òm-sc- C-t¸mÄ- Im-Wm-³ I-gn-bn-ñ.- t{]-a-ss\-cm-iy-¯mð- a-\-Êp-X-IÀ-óv- hn-e-]n-¨p- \-S-ó- H-cp- X-e-ap-d- \-½p-sS- Iy-m-¼-knð-\n-óv- ]-Sn-bn-d-§n-¡-gn-ªp.- t{]-a-¯n-sâ- t]-cnð- H-cp- X-e-ap-d-sb- B-sI- h-j-fm-¡n-b-Xv- th-Wp-\m-K-h-Ån-bpw- P-e-P-bp-am-sW-óv- H-cp- kp-lr-¯v- X-am-i-bm-bn- ]-d-bm-dp-ïv.- A-sX-´m-bm-epw- C-ó-s¯- ao-cm-Pm-kv-an-\pw- ]r-Yz-n-cm-Pp-sam-s¡- {]-Xn-\n-[m-\w- sN-¿p-ó- Im-ap-Io-Im-ap-I- k-¦ð-¸w- F-gp-]-Xp-I-fnð-\n-óv- G-sd- hn-`n-ó-am-Wv.- k-aq-l-¯n-sâ- am-dn-h-cp-ó- km-¼-¯n-Im-h-Ø-bp-sS-Iq-Sn- {]-Xn-^-e-\-am-hm-an-Xv.- C-t¸mÄ- hn-]-Wn-bpw- ]p-Xn-b- Dð-¸m-Z-\-ta-J-e-I-fp-am-Wv- hy-àn-Xz-§-sf- \nÀ-W-bn-¡p-ó-Xv.- s]--Ip-«n-IÄ- ]-g-b-Im-e-¯p-\n-óv- hn-`n-ó-am-bn- kz-´w- Im-enð- \nð-¡m-³ {]m-]v-Xn- t\-Sn-bn-cn-¡p-óp.- km-¼-¯n-I- kzm-X-{´yw- hy-àn-kz-m-X-{´y-¯n-\v- X-W-em-hp-óp.- `m-cy-bpw- `À-¯m-hpw- H-cp-t]m-se- ]-Wn-sb-Sp-¡p-I-bpw- h-cp-am-\-ap-ïm-¡p-I-bpw- sN-¿p-óp.- A-c-£n-X-bpw- B-ew-_-lo-\-bp-am-b- s]--Ip-«n-b-ñ- C-óp-Å-Xv.- a-säm-óp-Iq-Sn-bp-ïv.- I-]-S-am-b- k-Zm-Nm-c-¯n-sâ- Øm-\-¯v- C-ó-s¯- Ip-«n-IÄ-¡p-Å-Xv- \nÀ-`-b-hpw- kz-X-{´-hp-am-b- P-\m-[n-]-Xy-t_m-[-am-Wv.- ]-g-b- am-aq-ep-I-fpw- B-Nm-c-§-fpw- A-hÀ- Xn-c-kv-I-cn-¡p-óp.- kz-X-{´-hy-àn-IÄ- F-ó- \n-e-bnð- B-Wpw- s]-®pw- C-S-s]-Sp-óp.- _-Ô-§-sf-bpw- Ip-Spw-_-t¯-bpw- hn-hm-l-t¯-bpw- ssew-Kn-I-X-tb-bpw- Ip-dn-¨v- A-hÀ-¡v- hy-Xy-kv-X-am-b- A-`n-{]m-b-§-fm-Wp-Å-Xv.- aq-óv- Z-i-I-§Ä-¡p-ap-¼p-Å- km-òmÀ-Kn-I-X-bp-sS- A-f-hp-tImð-h-¨v- \mw- C-h-sc- A-f-t¡-ï-Xn-ñ.- hn-hm-l-]qÀ-h- _-Ô-§-sf- H-cp- a-lm-]m-X-I-am-bn- C-óv- ]-e-cpw- I-cp-Xp-ón-ñ.- s]-®n-sâ- ]-cn-ip-²n- A-f-¡m-³ am-{X-am-bn- D-]-tbm-Kn-¡p-ó- Nm-cn-{Xyw- F-ó- hm-¡n-\pw- {]-k-àn-bn-ñm-Xm-bn-cn-¡p-óp.- I-S-óp-h-ó- h-gn-I-fn-se-hn-sS-sb-¦n-epw- Im-en-S-dn-bmð-¯-só- A-hn-sS- ho-Wp-In-S-¡m-sX- X-\n-sb- F-gp-tó-äp-\-S-¡-Ww- F-óm-W-hÄ- I-cp-Xp-ó-Xv.- kz-X-{´-am-b- Xo-cp-am-\-sa-Sp-¡m-\pw- ]-än-b- sX-äp-I-fnð-\n-óv- ]m-T-§Ä- ]-Tn-¡m-\p-am-Wv- A-hÄ- B-{K-ln-¡p-ó-Xv.- am-{X-a-ñ,-- ]-c-kv-]-c- ]q-c-I-§-fm-b,-- B-tcm-Ky-I-c-am-b- B-þ-s]--ku-lr-Z-§Ä- h-fÀ-óp-h-cp-óp-ap-ïv.- C-Xn-\À-Yw,- Imð¸\n--I-am-b- X-c-f-`m-h-§Ä- A-{]-k-à-am-bn- F-ó-ñ.- C-t¸m-gpw- A-h-\pw- A-hÄ-¡pw- {]-W-bw- th-Ww.- "-sh-dp-sX- \o-sb-só- kv-t\-ln-¨n-cp-só-¦nð,- {]Wbap-ÅXm-bn- `m-hn-¨n-cp-só¦nð'-- F-óm-Wv- I-hn- d-^o-Iv- A-l-½-Zv- A-t]-£n-¡p-ó-Xv.- F-¦nð- "-I-Tn-\-Im-e-§-fnð- Np-a-ep-IÄ- C-{X-tb-sd- Ip-\n-ªp-t]m-hn-ñ.- I-®p-I-sf- X-te-cm-hn-sâ- I-bv-]v-- C-{X-tb-sd- I-e-¡p-In-ñ-'- F-ópw- d-^o-¡n--\-dn-bmw.- tem-I-¯n-sâ- ku-µ-cyw- {]-W-b-¯n-sâ- A-`m-h-¯nð- X-cn-im-bn- ]m-gm-hp-sa-ó-dn-bmw.- F-ómð- Cu- hn-Im-cw- {]-I-Sn-¸n-¡m-\p-Å- Imð-¸\n--I-am-b- `m-j- am-{X-an-ñ.- A-Xp-]-tbm-Kn-¡m-\p-Å- k-t¦m-N-am-Wv- {]-iv-\w.- `m-j- C-t¸mÄ- hym-h-lm-cn-I-X-e-¯n-em-Wv.- km-ln-Xy-¯nð-t¸m-ep-an-ñ- ]-g-b-Im-e- Imð¸-\n-I-X.- ]n-só-sb-´n-\v- ]p-Xn-b- X-e-ap-d-sb- am-{Xw- Ip-äw- ]-d-b-Ww-?- A-Xp-sIm-ïm-Wv- hÀ-j-¯nð- H-cp- Zn-h-k-sa-¦nð- H-cp- Zn-h-kw- {]-W-b-¯n-\m-bn- k-aÀ-¸n-¡p-ó-Xv.- I-S-sa-Sp-¯,- ImÀ-Un-se-gp-Xn-b,- Imð-¸\n--I- `m-j-bp-sS- X-W-enð- {]m-tbm-Kn-I- bm-YmÀ-Yy-¯n--sâ- sh-bn-enð-\n-óv- c-£- tX-Sp-ó-Xv.- C-Xn-\v- hn-]-Wn-bp-sS- {]-ZÀ-i-\-kz-`m-h-ap-ïm-Imw.- F-¦n-epw- ¹m-kv-än-Iv- ]p-jv-]-§-fp-sS- ]-In-«n-em-sW-¦n-epw- `m-j-bnð- Imð¸-\n-I-X- Xn-cn-sI- h-cp-óp-ï-tñm.-